E X C I T E D

whoaa. These few days have been so fun for me.
Let's start from last Sunday. It was a hectic day, but it was really a memorable day. I woke up at seven ++, then went to the KMB usu with beverly. KMB is a group of USU Buddhist students. We met our seniors there. And guess what, I have amicable seniors. All of them are so friendly. Aw, feel so comfortable among them. Another good news is I met very many new friends. I met two friends of my own faculty. They are so friendly as well. OMO. I fancy friendly people a lot. Lol. Then, after having time with my seniors, we asked for their signatures for our Buddhist class project. We should ask for the seniors and KMB's new members signatures. All of them. But we are given 2 months long. The deadline will be on September.

From KMB, we went to Rose's new house in Cemara Hijau. There were 7 of us from KMB. It was so fun. Finally, I met my friends. Ahh, miss them so much. We chit-chat there. We took photos there, and of course, we ate there. Lol. Until 3 p.m, we went home.

Then, yesterday, I went to USU clinic to have my medical check-up, together with Meliya and other ex-next-class friends. The medical check up was fun as well, except the blood-taking part. It was so scary, they took one tube of our blood with the injection needle. One tube. Can you imagine that? OMO. I was like "Mommy, help me please". But, finally when the staff took out my blood, I felt just so so. It was not as scary as what I thought. *big applause* HAHA

From the clinic, we went to GEMA and PSI, and then finally to our own faculty. Yeah, yesterday was a long day. I reached my house at 1 in the afternoon, and had my lunch. Then, at three in the afternoon, I went to IEC. Yeah, IEC again. But, day by day I enjoy my day more there. Lol

Learn from today:
the purpose of life is to enjoy every moment :)

Love,
Vilya

feeling so bad

Ahhh. Today has been so so so tiring. From seven in the morning till seven in the evening. And every minute today makes me feel so down. Early in the morning, I woke up at nearly six, phoned Jumbo until she woke up too. Lol. We had one mission this morning, but I'm not telling you what here. Lol. Something made me feel so useless this morning. Argh. Why can't I do something useful for others? I was so mad of myself. I scarcely talked to everyone, even to my mom. I talked only when I was needed.

But, something made me even worse this afternoon. When I finally reached iec, Ms. Jun asked me something. Something I had never thought of before. It was about my class last Monday. Actually it was not my class, I was just called to enter that class. That class was interesting. Yeah, at least that was my first impression. Until she told me that one of the students there hurt her ankle(or knee? I forgot) in my class, and her father wanted the school to know, esp the teacher (READ: ME!). After she told me that, I was like "hah?" This was so shocking. How could that happen? How come I didn't even know she hurt her ankle? How come I was so silly for not knowing? Yes, this was all my bad. I'm sorry. Really really sorry. I'm MISS TROUBLEMAKER. I'm careless like hell. Well, who can heal me then?

Again, I made another mistake beside those above. I taught the wrong unit which is supposed to be taught in September. This is still July. OMO! -.- Luckily that teacher told me.
Argh, feeling so small right now. Knowing nothing. I still need to learn and explore more. This is not as easy as what I thought, indeed. But I'm not giving up. HAHA!

Learn from today,
care more and stop procrastinating! LOL

 

flashbacking

Phew. What a hectic day. But I'm free now, sitting in front of the computer, surfing the internet, updating my blog. Lol. Okay, since I was very bored hours ago, I re-collected my High School's pictures. Re-collecting those pictures made my brain rolled back all those memories again. Those three years of Senior High School have always been my great fairytale. I have spectacular friends and limited-edition high school's memories.

The hardest part is, yeah, to let them go. My friends are all leaving me one by one. Most of them are studying abroad. OMO. I miss them right now, the 64 members of musketeers. I even miss the volley court and the canteen we used to go. Miss the moments we celebrated all of our members birthday. Miss the moments we shouted together like crazy. Miss the moments we cried together like there would be no tomorrow. Miss the moments we laughed foolishly at our own mistakes. Miss the moments we hugged each other tight, afraid of losing one's friend.

Yeah, time flies. Still remember how I cried on the last day of High School? Well, indeed, I cried like crazy. Don't know why, my tears were just falling and falling like the water-faucet. I couldn't control myself. I cried even louder when my friends hugged me. As a matter of fact, a lot of people cried like that too. So, I was not just the one who cried like there would be no tomorrow. Lol. But, luckily, we have something that makes us hard to say goodbye. Don't cry because it's over, but smile because it has happened. Okay, but whatever happens, life must go on. Shouldn't be like kids anymore. Life will be different now. Hello, new world. Here I come. :) Goodbye high school's life. But don't worry, you will always be in my heart till the death seperates us. Because you are the most wonderful memories I've got. Thanks for these three years. Lol! :)

Sometimes it hurts

Someday,
somewhere..
when someone you trust the most turns out to be someone who walks away first,
you will then realize nothing lasts forever.
Everything will come to an end.
Try to let go everything  easily.

Time is funny.
It keeps ticking.
No matter how hard I begged, it just wouldn't turn back.

Learn from today,
Although letting something go is not easy,
but not letting go is even harder.

Truly from heart,
Vilya

Life, oh life

OMO. It has been a while since I updated my blog. Sorry for discarding you for nearly two years :(
Now, I've changed my blog link as well as deleting every old posting. So, this blog is completely new now. syalalala.Well, I have tons of stories in these 2 years, but I don't know how to start and where to start. Lol.

Okay, maybe this will do first. I've just graduated from my 3rd year Senior High School and I feel like I'm too old now! even though I'm still those skinny and short. But yeah, this is me. Don't know why, but I just can't hate myself. Everything given to us is a gift. Lol. Okay, move on. Everything will not be the same for twice. But... How if I have nobody to cry with? How if I feel like the world is against me? How if no one helps me when I'm stucked? Oh damn shit! I should be more independent now.

The next one is I'm now officially an English teacher. I searched for a part time job last month, and I didn't know what pulled me there, I applied for the IEC's English teacher for young learners position. And guess what? I'm accepted. They hired me. This was quite shocking actually, because I was totally foolish and SILLY in the listening part and the interview session. But still, thank God! :)

Okay, should take a bath now. ciao!

Love,
Vilya