feeling so bad

Ahhh. Today has been so so so tiring. From seven in the morning till seven in the evening. And every minute today makes me feel so down. Early in the morning, I woke up at nearly six, phoned Jumbo until she woke up too. Lol. We had one mission this morning, but I'm not telling you what here. Lol. Something made me feel so useless this morning. Argh. Why can't I do something useful for others? I was so mad of myself. I scarcely talked to everyone, even to my mom. I talked only when I was needed.

But, something made me even worse this afternoon. When I finally reached iec, Ms. Jun asked me something. Something I had never thought of before. It was about my class last Monday. Actually it was not my class, I was just called to enter that class. That class was interesting. Yeah, at least that was my first impression. Until she told me that one of the students there hurt her ankle(or knee? I forgot) in my class, and her father wanted the school to know, esp the teacher (READ: ME!). After she told me that, I was like "hah?" This was so shocking. How could that happen? How come I didn't even know she hurt her ankle? How come I was so silly for not knowing? Yes, this was all my bad. I'm sorry. Really really sorry. I'm MISS TROUBLEMAKER. I'm careless like hell. Well, who can heal me then?

Again, I made another mistake beside those above. I taught the wrong unit which is supposed to be taught in September. This is still July. OMO! -.- Luckily that teacher told me.
Argh, feeling so small right now. Knowing nothing. I still need to learn and explore more. This is not as easy as what I thought, indeed. But I'm not giving up. HAHA!

Learn from today,
care more and stop procrastinating! LOL